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The Christian's Secret to a Happy Life
By Hanna Whitall Smith
Chapter 20 The Life on Wings
This life hid with Christ in God has many aspects, and can be
considered under a great many different figures. One aspect has been a great
help and inspiration to me. I think it may also help some other longing and
hungry souls. It is what I call the life on wings.
Our Lord has not only told us to consider the "lilies of the field"
(Matthew 6:28), but also the "birds of the air" (Matthew 8:20). I have
found that these little winged creatures have some wonderful lessons for us. In
one of the Psalms, the Psalmist, after specifying the darkness and bitterness of
his life in this earthly sphere of trial, cries out, "Oh that I had wings
like a dove! for then would I fly away, and be at rest. Lo, then would I wander
far off, and remain in the wilderness. I would hasten my escape from the windy
storm and tempest" (Psalm 55 :68) .
This cry for "wings" is as old as humanity. Our souls were
made to "mount up with wings." They can never be satisfied with
anything short of flying. The captiveborn eagle feels within it the instinct of
flight and is irritated and worried about its imprisonment, hardly knowing what
it longs for. Our souls, too, are irritated and worried and cry out for freedom.
We can never rest on earth, and we long to "fly away" from all that
holds and hampers and imprisons us here.
In seeking an outward escape from our circumstances or from our
miseries, restlessness and discontentment grow. At first we do not recognize
that our only way of escape is to "mount up with wings" (Isaiah 40:3 1
), and we try to "flee on horses," as the Israelites did, when
oppressed by their trials (see Isaiah 30:16).
A Way Of Escape
Our "horses" are the outward things on which we depend for
relief, some change of circumstance, or some help from man. We mount on these
and run east or west, north or south anywhere to get away from our trouble. In
our ignorance we think that a change of our environment is all that is necessary
to experience deliverance of our souls. But all such efforts to escape do not
help. The soul is not made to "flee upon horses,'' but must make its flight
always upon wings.
Moreover, as with the Israelites, these "horses" generally
carry us out of one trouble only to land us in another. It is as the prophet
Amos says, "As if a man did flee from a lion, and a bear met him; or went
into the house, and leaned his hand on the wall, and a serpent bit him"
(Amos 5:19). How often have we also run from some "lion" in our
pathway only to be met by a "bear." How often we have hidden ourselves
in a place of supposed safety only to be bitten by a "serpent!" It is
useless for the soul to hope to escape by running away from its troubles to any
earthly refuge. There is not one that can give it deliverance.
Is there no way of escape for us, then, when in trouble or distress?
Must we just plod wearily through it all and look for no relief? I rejoice to
answer that there is a glorious way of escape for every one of us, if we will
but mount up on wings and fly away from it all to God. It is not a way east or
west or north or south, but it is a way upwards. "They that wait upon the
Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they
shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint" (lsaiah
40:31).
All creatures that have wings can escape from every snare that is set
from them, if only they will fly high enough. The soul that uses its wings can
always find a sure "way to escape" from all that can hurt or trouble
it.
What, then, are these wings? The secret is contained ill the words, "They
that wait upon the Lord.'' The soul that waits upon the Lord is the soul that is
entirely surrendered to Him and trusts Him perfectly. Therefore, we might name
our wings the wings of Surrender and of Trust. If we will only completely
surrender ourselves to the Lord and trust Him perfectly, we will find our souls
"mounting up with wings as eagles" to the "heavenly places'' in
Christ Jesus, where earthly annoyances or sorrows have no power to disturb us .
The wings of the soul carry it up into a spiritual plane of life, into
the "life hid with Christ in God," which is a life utterly independent
of circumstances, and one that no cage can imprison and no shackles bind.
The "things above" are the things the soul on wings cares
about, not the "things on the earth." It views life and all its
experiences from the high altitude of ''heavenly places in Christ Jesus"
(Ephesians 2 :6) . Things look very different according to the standpoint from
which we view them. The caterpillar, as it creeps along the ground, must have a
widely different "view" of the world around it, from that which the
same caterpillar will have when its wings are developed, and it soars in the air
above the very places where once it crawled. Similarly, the crawling soul must
see things in a very different way from the soul that has "mounted up with
wings.'' The mountain top may blaze with sunshine when the valley below is
shrouded in fog. The bird whose wings can carry him high enough may mount at
will out of the gloom below into the joy of the sunlight above.
Mount Up With Wings
Once, while spending a winter in London, 1 did not see any genuine
sunshine for three long months because of the dense clouds of smoke that hung
over the city like a shroud. But many times 1 saw that above the smoke the sun
was shining. Once or twice through a rift I had a glimpse of a bird, with
sunshine on its wings, sailing above the fog in the clear blue of the sunlit
sky. Not all the brooms in London could sweep away the fog. But could we only
mount high enough, we would reach a region above it all.
This is what the soul on wings does. It overcomes the world through
faith. To overcome means to "come over" not to be crushed under and
the soul on wings flies over the world and the things of it. These lose their
power to hold or bind the spirit that can "come over" them on the
wings of Surrender and Trust. That spirit is made in very truth "more than
conqueror" (Romans 8:37).
Birds overcome the lower law of gravitation by the higher law of
flight. The soul on wings overcomes the lower law of sin and misery and bondage
by the higher law of spiritual flying. The "law of the spirit of life in
Christ Jesus" (Romans 8:2) must be a higher and more dominant law than the
law of sin and death. Therefore, the soul that has mounted into this upper
region of the life in Christ cannot fail to conquer and triumph.
But it may be asked how it is, then, that all Christians do not always
triumph. I answer that it is because a great many Christians do not "mount
up with wings" into this higher plane of life at all. They live on the same
low level with their circumstances. Instead of flying over them, they try to
fight them on their own earthly plane. On the earthly plane the soul is
powerless. It has no weapons with which to conquer. Instead of overcoming
(coming over) the trials and sorrows of the earthly life, it is overcome by them
and crushed under them.
We all know, as I have said, that things look differently to us
according to our "point of view." Trials assume a very different
aspect when looked down upon from above, than when viewed from their own level.
What seems like an impassable wall on its own level becomes an insignificant
line to the eyes that see it from the top of a mountain. The snares and sorrows
that assume such immense proportion while we look at them on the earthly plane,
become insignificant when the soul has mounted on wings to the heavenly places
above them.
A friend once illustrated the difference in her friends in the
following way. She said, if all three came to a spiritual mountain which had to
be crossed, the first one would tunnel through it with hard and wearisome labor.
The second would meander around it in an indefinite fashion, hardly knowing
where she was going, and yet, because her aim was right, would get around it at
last. But the third, she said, would just flap her wings and fly right over. All
of us must know something about this. If any of us in the past have tried to
tunnel our way through the mountains that have stood across our pathway, or have
been meandering around them, let us now resolve to spread our wings and "mount
up" into the clear atmosphere of God's presence. There it will be easy to
overcome, or come over, the highest mountain of them all.
Made For Heavenly Heights
I say, "spread our wings and mount up," because the largest
wings ever known cannot lift a bird one inch upward unless they are used. We
must use our wings, or they are of no help to us.
It is not worthwhile to say, "If I had wings I would flee."
For we already have the wings; we should use them. The power to surrender and
trust exists in every human soul, and only needs to be exercised. With these two
wings we can "flee" to God at any moment. But, in order really to
reach Him, we must actively use them. We must not merely want to use them, we
must do it definitely and actively. A passive surrender or a passive trust will
not do. I mean this very practically. We will not "mount up" very
high, if we only surrender and trust in theory, or in our especially spiritual
moments. We must do it definitely and practically, about each detail of daily
life as it comes to us.
We must meet our disappointments, our betrayals, our persecutions, our
malicious enemies, our provoking friends, our trials and temptations of every
sort, with an active and experimental attitude of surrender and trust. We must
spread our wings and "mount up" to the "heavenly places in Christ"
above them all, where they will lose their power to harm or distress us. For
from these high places we will see things through the eye of Christ, and all
earth will be glorified in the heavenly vision.
"The dove has neither claw nor sting,
Nor weapon for the fight;
She owes her safety to the wing,
Her victory to flight.
The Bridegroom opens His arms of love,
And in them folds the panting dove."
How changed our lives would be if we could only fly through the days on
these wings of surrender and trust! Instead of stirring up strife and bitterness
by trying to fight offending brothers and sisters, we should escape all strife
by simply spreading our wings and mounting up to the heavenly region. There our
eyes would see all things covered with a mantle of Christian love and pity.
Our souls were made to live in this upper atmosphere, and we stifle and
choke on any lower level. Our eyes were made to look off from these heavenly
heights, and our vision is distorted by any lower gazing. It is a great
blessing, therefore, that our loving Father in heaven has mercifully arranged
all the discipline of our lives with a view to teaching us to fly.
In Deuteronomy we have a picture of how this teaching is done: "As
an eagle stirreth up her nest, fluttereth over her young, spreadeth abroad her
wings, taketh them, beareth them on her wing: so the Lord alone did lead him,
and there was no strange god with him" (Deuteronomy 32:1 112).
The mother eagle teaches her little ones to fly by making their nest so
uncomfortable that they are forced to leave it and commit themselves to the
unknown world of air outside. God does the same to us. He stirs up our
comfortable nests, pushes us over the edge of them, and we are forced to use our
wings to save ourselves from fatal falling. Read your trials in this light, and
see if you cannot begin to get a glimpse of their meaning. Your wings are being
developed.
I knew a lady whose life was one long strain of trial, from a cruel,
wicked, drunken husband. There was no possibility of human help, and in her
despair she was driven to use her wings and fly to God. And during the long year
of trial her wings grew so strong from constant flying, that at last, when the
trials were at their hardest, it seemed to her as if her soul was carried over
them on a beautiful rainbow and found itself in a peaceful resting place on the
other side.
Hindrances To Flying
With this end in view we can surely accept with thankfulness every
trial that compels us to use our wings, for only then can they grow strong and
large and fit for the highest flying. Unused wings gradually wither and shrink
and lose their flying power. If we had nothing in our lives that made flying
necessary, we might at last lose all capacity to fly.
But you may ask, "Are there no hindrances to flying, even where
the wings are strong, and the soul is trying hard to use them?" I answer, "Yes."
A bird may be imprisoned in a cage; it may be tethered to the ground with a
cord; it may be loaded with a weight that drags it down, or it may be entrapped
in the "snare of the fowler" (Psalm 91:3). Hindrances may make it
impossible for the soul to fly, until it has been set free from them by the
mighty power of God.
One "snare of the fowler" that entraps many souls is the
snare of doubt. The doubts look so plausible and often so humble, that
Christians walk into their "snare" without dreaming for a moment that
it is a snare at all. until they find themselves caught and unable to fly. There
is no more possibility of flying for the soul that doubts, than there is for the
bird caught in the fowler's snare .
The reason for this is evident. One of our wings, namely, the wing of
trust, is entirely disabled by the slightest doubt. Just as it requires two
wings to lift a bird in the air, it requires two wings to lift the soul. A great
many people do everything but trust. They spread the wing of surrender, and use
it vigorously. They wonder why they do not mount up, never dreaming that it is
because all the while the wing of trust is hanging idle by their sides. It is
because Christians use only one wing, that their efforts to fly are often so
irregular and fruitless.
Look at a bird with a broken wing trying to fly, and you will get some
idea of the kind of motion all onesided flying must make. We must use both our
wings, or not try to fly at all.
It may be that for some the "snare of the fowler" is some
subtle form of sin, some hidden want of consecration. Where this is the case,
the wing of trust may seem to be all right, but the wing of surrender hangs idly
down. It is just as hopeless to try to fly with the wing of trust alone, as with
the wing of surrender alone. Both wings must be used, or no flying is possible.
Or perhaps the soul may feel as if it were in a prison from which it
cannot escape, and consequently is unable to mount up on wings. No earthly bars
can ever imprison the soul. No walls however high, or bolts however strong, can
imprison an eagle, so long as there is an open way upward. Earth's power can
never hold the soul in prison while the upward way is kept open and free. Our
enemies may build walls around us as high as they please, but they cannot build
any barrier between us and God. If we "mount up with wings," we can
fly higher than any of their walls can ever reach.
If we find ourselves imprisoned, we may be sure that it is not our
earthly environment that constitutes our jail cell, for the soul's wings scorn
all petty bars and walls of earth's making. The only thing that can really
imprison the soul is something that hinders its upward flight. Isaiah 59:2 tells
us "your iniquities have separated between you and your God, and your sins
have hid His face from you, that He will not hear." Therefore, if our soul
is imprisoned, it must be because some indulged sin has built a barrier between
us and the Lord, and we cannot fly until this sin is given up and put out of the
way.
Cut Loose From Earthly Ties
But often, where there is no conscious sin, the soul is still
unconsciously tethered to something of earth. It struggles in vain to fly. Some
of my friends once got into a boat in Norway to row around one of the inlets
there. They took their seats and began to row vigorously, but the boat made no
headway. They put out more strength and rowed harder than before, but all in
vain. The boat didn't move an inch. Then someone remembered that the boat had
not been unmoored, and he exclaimed, "No wonder we could not get away, when
we were trying to pull the whole continent of Europe after us!" Our souls
are likewise often not unmoored from earthly things. We must cut ourselves
loose. As an eagle might try to fly with a hundredton weight tied fast to its
feet, the soul maw try to "mount up with wings" while a weight of
earthly cares and anxieties is holding it down to earth.
When our Lord was trying to teach His disciples concerning this danger,
He told them a parable of a great supper to which many who were invited failed
to come because they were hindered by their earthly cares. One had bought a
piece of land, another a yoke of oxen, and a third had married a wife. They felt
that all these things needed their care.
Wives or oxen or land or even smaller things may be the cords that
tether the soul from flying or the weight that holds it down. Let us then cut
every cord and remove every barrier so our souls may find no hindrance to their
mounting up with wings as eagles to heavenly places in Christ Jesus.
We are commanded to have our hearts filled with songs of rejoicing and
to make inward melody to the Lord. But unless we mount up with wings this is
impossible, for the only creature that can sing is the creature that flies.
Though all the world should be desolate, Habakkuk 3:18 says, "Yet I will
rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation." Paul knew what
it was to use his wings when he found himself "sorrowful, yet always
rejoicing" (2 Corinthians 6: 10). On the earthly plane all was dark to
both, but on the heavenly plane all was brightest sunshine.
Do you know anything about this life on wings? Do you "mount up"
continually to God, out of and above earth's cares and trials, to that higher
plane of life where all is peace and triumph? Or, do you plod wearily along on
foot through the midst of your trials and let them overwhelm you at every turn?
Let us guard against a mistake here. Do not think that by flying I mean
very joyous emotions or feelings of exhilaration. There is a great deal of
emotional flying that is not really flying at all. It is such flying as a
feather accomplishes which is driven upward by a strong puff of wind, but
flutters down again as soon as the wind ceases to blow. The flying I mean is a
matter of principle, not a matter of emotion. It may be accompanied by very
joyous emotions, but it does not depend on them. It depends only upon the facts
of an entire surrender and an absolute trust. Everyone who will honestly use
these two wings and will faithfully persist in using them will find that they
have mounted up with wings as an eagle, no matter how empty of all emotion they
may have felt themselves to be before.
For the promise is sure: "They that wait upon the Lord shall mount
up with wings as eagles." Not "may perhaps mount up," but
''shall.'' It is the inevitable result. May we each one prove it for ourselves!
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